
Meow meow, twerps ./.

“Di naman sa nagmamalaki o nagmamayabang o ano. Pero diba kapag galit madalas napapa-English? Tapos yung tipong aawayin ka, in English din kasi nga galit. E deputa. Sana naman paki-check muna grammar no te? Or yung construction ng sentence mo. Tanginang to, di bobo kausap mo. Isampal sayo TOEIC ko e.”
Hahahaha. Joke lang. Wala akong kaaway. Sample lang yan ng mga karaniwang naririnig kapag may kaaway tas kala mo kung sino yung nang-aaway. Hahahaha natatawa tuloy ako, papansin lang?
Anyway, bakit kaya madalas di natin maiwasang mga Pinoy na mapansin yung mga pagkakamali, kahit maliit lang, sa pag-e-English ng tao, lalo na yung mga kaaway natin? Kasi pandagdag na pula, ganon? Pero sa ibang bansa naman, lalo na sa mga English-speaking countries. Di naman sila ganon. Wala pa nga silang pakialam sa grammar mo o sa subject-verb agreement mo. Siguro kasi masyado tayong nagiging perefectionist, na mas madalas nating napapansin yung mali nung iba kesa sa mali natin. At ito namang mga nang-aaway na to, sana naman kasi mag-isip din muna bago mag-bunganga.
I will be clinging to that small hope that someday, we’ll cross our paths again. When time is right, when everything is in their respective places, and when we are both ready. As for now, I’ll be going and I’ll be letting you go, with that tiny little hope that we will find our way back to each other again. It’s enough for now, right?
I know either way, goodbyes always hurt. But I guess what hurts more is when you haven’t heard it. Alam mo kahit gano pa ka-awkward yun, kahit gano pa masasaktan yung tao, at least nakapagsabi ka diba? Hindi yung basta ka na lang mang-iiwan, hindi magpapaalam na akala mo walang pakiramdam yung taong iniwanan mo. Kahit naman papano, may pinagsamahan kayo e. Respeto na lang.

Hello. Hindi malas para sakin ang 13, kind of favorite number ko pa nga. Pero sa totoo lang walang konek tong sinasabi ko sa picture. Hahahaha. Deputs.
People get easily jealous when they see other people in love. They mope about their being single and feel insecure towards other’s happiness. Some simply can’t wait and tend to be desperate. But what they must do is to learn to be patient, do other important things while waiting, and even celebrate their blessed singlehood – because love will come to them unexpectedly. And will be definitely worth the wait.

Nitong nakaraan, may kung anong espiritu ng kasipagan ang sumanib sakin para buksan yung sketch pad ko at mag-drawing ulit ng paunti-unti at ng kung ano-ano. Itong drawing na to ang gusto kong i-share sa inyo kasi ganito yung style na gusto kong matutunan at pinagpapraktisan ko ngayon. Btw dito ko lang din sa Tumblr nakita yung pinaggayahan ko nyan, at since yung buhok part ang pinag-aaralan kong mabuti ngayon, yan yung kinopya ko kasi ang cute lang. Siguro dahil din super na-inspire ako sa mga drawings ni Ms. Esra Roise (Norwegian artist) na ang galing mag-drawing at bet na bet ko kasi yung style nya. Sana someday, makeri ko din yung mga ginagawa nya, yung tipong realistic pero astig na approach. Libre mangarap, at makaabot man lang ako sa 30% nun masaya na ko. Hahaha. Tapos pag keri ko na tetestingin ko din kulayan ng watercolor tulad ng ginagawa ni Esra kasi super idol ko talaga sya. Hahahahaha. Kshare.
There’s a difference between giving up and knowing when you’ve had enough.
TANGINANG TO.

You deserve someone who listens to you
Hears every word and knows what to do
When you’re feeling hopeless lost and confused
There’s somebody out there who will
You need a man who holds you for hours
Make your friends jealous
When he brings you flowers
And laughs when he says they don’t have love like ours
There somebody out there who will
There’s somebody out there who’s looking for you
Someday he’ll find you, I swear that its true
He’s gonna kiss you and you’ll feel the world standstill
There’s somebody out there who will
He’ll take you dancing and pull you in close
Spin you around and won’t let you go
Till they turn the lights off and he’ll take you home
There’s somebody out there who will
There’s somebody out there who’s looking for you
Someday he’ll find you I swear that its true
He’s gonna kiss you and you’ll feel the world standstill
There’s somebody out there who will
Tossing and turning and dreaming at night
About finding him and praying and hoping you might
‘Cause you deserve someone who knows how to treat you right
I know he’s out there
He’s looking for you
Someday he’ll find you I swear that it’s true
And he’s gonna kiss you and you’ll feel the world standstill
Oh
You need some who’ll miss you
Hold you and kiss you
There’s somebody out there who will
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Para sa mga single, hopeless romantic, at brokenhearted. :3
i. The Nice Guy. You are the one who have the word respect on the top of his vocabulary. You are that gentleman guy who treat girls as a princess. You open the door for her. You cook her favorite food. You kiss her on her forehead. Hold her hand. Give her sweet kisses and tight hugs. You give beautiful compliments in every single of her being. You are that guy who chooses to be with her in a movie date than to be with his friends on a Friday night. You are always that nice guy that she always love.
ii. The Dream Boy. You are the one who made her believe that dreams are better when you are awake. You don’t look blurry in her eyes anymore because you were there in front of her, a few inches from her where she could just easily grab you. And the feeling of like waking up from a beautiful dream that usually leave her breathless are now happening in reality but she still catches her breathe every time you glanced her way.
iii. The Eternal Lover. You are the one who exactly understands the word ‘commitment’. Being a good boyfriend to her is one of your priorities. From the traditional courtship of giving her flowers and chocolates, bringing her to a formal date, asking her parents first to entrust their daughter to you before the will-you-be-my-girlfriend part. You’re not going to hurt her because you considered girls precious. You are that guy who never make promises just to give butterflies on her tummies but instead, you promises things because that’s what she deserves. And she deserves to be treated best.
iv. The Best Friend. You are the one who knows her from head to toe. You could even make her a list of every flaws she has. You were there in times of her tears and smiles, every success and failure. You are the one who knows exactly her guilty pleasures. The guy whom she can call when her emotions is playing her again in the middle of the night. You are that guy who can play with her because she’s very comfortable being with you.
v. The Anonymous Lover. You are the one she fell in love behind the computer screen. That despite of not having a face, an eyes, nose, mouth, ears, or even a body, she still loves you like she’d known you for years. You are that guy who comforts her through virtual hugs and kisses. The guy who’s keeping his identity yet showing the world how much you love her. She might be clueless about you, but the faith of love itself, that feeling of contentment and happiness will keep her hold on to you. You are much even real than those guys she’s seeing everyday.
vi. The Fictional Character. You are the one who defines perfection in her eyes. Personality, humor, taste, physical appearance. Everything you do makes her fall in love with you every single day. The way you look makes her giggle. Your scent is getting her high that she just wanted to be with you every millisecond. You embodies the combination of both dream and reality. Her feeling of loving you is the most wonderful and amazing thing that happened to her. It’s like she pulled you from her favorite book and made you a real one.
vi. The Bookworm. You are the one who understands her when she’s traveling to the other dimension of the world. You could even be on every adventures she’s going to because you know the feeling of getting your heart and brain invaded by a drug the book is creating. You are that guy she finds adorable to look at. The face expression when you’re in the plot of the story. Your every reaction after every book is just a beautiful story. You both could actually talk about books all day over a hot coffee. You carry your books with you, taking good care of it like how you take care of her. You even read her mind like a book, so without any talks, you know exactly how she feels.
viii. The Writer. You are the one who turns every feelings into words. The everyday notes in a sticky paper is one of those many little things you do to make her mood changes. Her crappy days turns into a smiling days. You wrote her letters because you best express your thoughts and feelings that way. And she loves reading it. She compiles it and keep it in a box where anytime she could just reread all of them. Your journal is all about her. Instead of just saying the words I love you personally, you find it much sweeter if you can also write it, turning those three words into a beautiful prose. With that, she understands your feelings more in an expressive way that’s possible.
ix. The Artist. You are the music-inclined man. You passionately love your instruments like they were your siblings. You can play them very well and she loves listening every hit of the notes of your piano is making and those tunes of your guitar is a sweet lullaby to her ears. You also sings her to sleep because your voice is like coming from an angel whispering not just to her ears but through her heart as well. Its like a melody that makes her want to sleep on a cloud 9. You dances your emotions away. Every move you’re making is like a sentences that make her understand you more.
x. You are her every type of guy. You are that nice guy who makes her feel a princess. You are that boy she once dreamed of. You are that lover who loves her eternally. You are that best friend of her who sticks with her no matter what. You are that anonymous guy whom she had a crush from the moment you talked to her and she wants you so bad. You are that fictional character she’s madly in love with on her favorite book. You are that bookworm guy who reads her whole personality like a book. You are that writer who writes her novels and poems. You are that artists that makes her hobbies more interesting. You are her everything in this world. No one else could be like you because no matter how many guys she’ll meet everyday, at the end she’ll come back running to you.